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I'm going to make an effort to update this thing at least once a week. That's manageable enough, right?
Lately I just feel like there are so many things I want to say, but I can't find the right words to say them. Even though I know that no one else is going to read this, it's like part of me just needs the words to perfectly encapsulate what I want to say, and that's the part holding myself back from speaking and posting freely. The goal is that regularly updating this DW journal will help me remedy this, or at least make it easier to get things off my chest as time goes by.
( Big fucking yikes under the cut. )
Okay, that's enough for now. Jfc. Hopefully not all the weekly updates turn out to be this negative lmao.
Lately I just feel like there are so many things I want to say, but I can't find the right words to say them. Even though I know that no one else is going to read this, it's like part of me just needs the words to perfectly encapsulate what I want to say, and that's the part holding myself back from speaking and posting freely. The goal is that regularly updating this DW journal will help me remedy this, or at least make it easier to get things off my chest as time goes by.
( Big fucking yikes under the cut. )
Okay, that's enough for now. Jfc. Hopefully not all the weekly updates turn out to be this negative lmao.
